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I knew once they actually wrote ekko he would shine. Kid who grew up too fast but is still full of hope and optimism at the end of the day. Top tier writing I’m so soft for him. Also a character that can balance bettering society AND caring about his found family? We have finally encountered an arcane character capable of multitasking. Still mad they underutilized him for so long tho and gave him that ending. MY SON😭
Also what’s so funny is that before watching arc 3 is I had made a post saying that arcane is actually just high quality fanfiction (in animation. Not writing lololol) and for arc 3 to open with happy timebomb alt universe fluff made me scream. Arcane writing its own fluffy fanfiction that’s actually surprise canon compliant? More likely than you think. Also representing yearning for a better world despite the crumbling reality around you and getting up and going Fight for it via a childhood friends to enemies to lovers dynamic was galaxy brained. Timebomb 5eva!!!!!!
I AGREEEEE!!! I honestly didn't think they would ever get to Ekko, which made me sad bc he's been a standout in s1 and I was dying needing more of his dynamic with the sisters. Imagine my reaction when I started ep 7 and saw THAT illustration on the netflix logo record. I feel like he still wasn't written in a way that left me fully satisfied, but damn, he was the only thing I truly cared about the entire season lololol. I love how him being placed within the fluffy fanfic wasn't a question of whether he would get the strength to return to his own bleak reality, but what messages would he take with him to it. And the message he chose was "Being overly optimistic and loving people is the way to go". Like you said, bringing them back full force 3 episodes before the show ends to remind us of how much everyone loves each other was a galaxy brained idea. Which is why it was SO PAINFUL when ep 9 didn't really show any of it... like c'mon... I know they wanted to shock and delight us all by making Ekko and Jinx wear matching outfits and work together, but it definitely missed the same thing pretty much everything else did this season: EMOTIONAL BUILDUP. I wish the season dedicated more time to them and what they think of each other. I wish Isha didn't exist and instead was replaced with Jinx, Sevika, Vi and Ekko as the emotional backbone. This way Jinx seems like she truly doesn't care all that much, not about Ekko, not about Vi, not about herself or her own goals from the past. Why did she just fake her own death instead of going back to the people who finally love her as she is. Why did she do that. Why did Ekko get a tragic ending when he literally saved the world. Arcane writers what the hell were you thinking
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You literally spent three hours having an ENTIRE SCHOOL (teachers included) slut-shaming a guy just for him to be a (spoiler).
#bewitching sinners#palmier baker#hello i have indeed become way too invested in this otome and i am in love with an ex boyfriend#i mean technically not MY ex boyfriend but like .... a different version of me's ex boyfriend....#thinking about that teacher who refers to four of the main cast as the twink quartet#honestly hello hi ! the game is very funny so far but also extremely violent !#it isnt for everyone but its kinda exactly my brand of stupidity and also just#its a bunch of silly lil things but also i have been in awe of how much LOVE AND JOY this game is made with#you can play as either a masc or fem body and you can pick your pronouns after it#and the art is just .... so appealing to me and there is SO MUCH art and im just in absolute awe#i am actually uhhhhh working on a comic for the game based on one scene that just made me laugh#also i really like how the entire school including everyone that is clearly attracted to palmier is like nope nope not gonna do anything#because your ex will literally kill me if i do thanks bye!#and then too his face and behind his back they mock the ex for being Group Mum#listen i may be down bad for my ex.... but when you see the ex boyfriend you will also just say#yeah that checks out for salmon and i am not shocked by this at all#also fun fact there is a fishing mini game and you start it by talking to the fisherman who is named Pike#you literally talk to Mr Fish to fish and i love this honestly!
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hey seth! i'm just a random guy that's been really into sunny for the past year, and i always love your tweets. you, loren, and anna have been on my fyp a lot the past weekend, and i know a lot of people are being assholes about it, but it's genuinely so heartwarming to see. you three definitely deserve it and are the best kind of people for this to happen to. you always come off as respectful of rcg. hope you can pass the message along to them both too! have a great day
Thank you for the kind message, I really really appreciate it and so do Anna and Loren! Glad you got into the show :)
Honestly I get people are lashing out/shit talking because it does seem kinda weird to witness through a screen how much we’ve been able to interact with them and the interactions we’ve had. I know people are jealous, too (as in have told me they are, and I was certainly jealous last year when Rob didn’t do any events in NYC bc he was sick but did them in Philly a few days later) and I totally get that. Whatever the reason for people being assholes is, I don’t really take it personally. They don’t know the full story of literally anything that happened, they’re just watching through a screen and making their own assumptions of before, after, and in between all these clips they’re seeing, and trying to find something to justify how they feel. The claims that I’ve been ‘stalking’ them or ‘overstepping boundaries’ are genuinely just funny to me when every place we’ve met them has been an event that was publicly posted to Instagram/Facebook well in advance.
(And I’m not gonna talk on Twitter about certain details of this, but I feel like I can probably disclose here that the Four Walls people approached me to tell me/give me things and not the other way around. Their socials dmed me, followed me, Rob followed me, etc. I had literally no sway in them choosing to do those things or introducing themselves to me in person and organically engaging in conversations with me.)
We want to share our interactions with RCG on social media because we think most people appreciate and enjoy their interactions with fans (and also the small amounts of Sunny info we got), and that’s it. I don’t need to share or brag about anything. I would be perfectly content keeping everything that happened this weekend to myself (I very much avoid otherwise sharing my face or voice on social media, so I genuinely have to overcome that insecurity to even be able to share these things), but we know the majority of fans like to see this stuff and that’s why we have been posting everything.
Your message (and others i’ve received) means a lot. I’m glad the majority of people are enjoying our interactions with them and I really appreciate the time you spend to send this ask, really! And I’ll be back to posting regularly scheduled actual Sunny content very shortly :)
#ask#like how do i explain#charlie literally walked right up to us#and had to be DRAGGED away#bc he didn’t want to stop talking to us#it sounds literally delusional and made up#like i gen wouldn’t believe that if it didn’t happen to me lol#same shit with my phone screen#ppl thinking i forced him to look at macdennis fanart#literally just comical#but i can’t explain the context#it all sounds made up bc it’s surreal it happened#so honestly ? anyone can feel however they want#about interactions and clips. cos yeah i would maybe be sus as well#like literally what is happening#but shittalking on my posts or in my mentions#or sending me weird shit on anonymous#i’m not gonna entertain or accept lol#nameless faceless people who don’t understand 5% of what happened this weekend#trying to tell me what happened to me is just funny#again cos it’s. literally mind boggling to me#so i accept a lot of ppl just. will be pissed cos it makes no sense#these are 47 year old ‘cishet’ men#with a certain public perception#and yeah you bet your ass i was shocked at how they interacted with us#but i know how it went#i know how they feel#and i think most of you do too :)
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From just a writing perspective, I find that despite all of Idolish7's bonkers drama, none of it feels shoved in for the sake of shock value. For all that it's worth, everything from kidnapping to attempted murder to buying off two children feels organic. None of it just feels shoehorned in, and nothing really takes you out of the flow of the messages/narrative it's trying to tell, which is really cool.
#the true bonkers shock value of i7 is how well everything is written#like im not even joking#yes it is funny and deranged but its also....just incorporated really well into the storyline#it ties into the themes and isnt skirted past like 'haha this happened anyway - '#to compare i would say enstars thrives off of wild tangents that actually WORK for its story type#but i7s charm is its organic and well paced writing#at least to me#honestly just reading the dialogue feels like reading a well paced play#idolish7#fandom spamdom#note's notes#btw i may be just having brainrot which is making me overgush about a media#then again i DID come from enstars so maybe im desensitised
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just started watching disventure camp today (finally) and I’m already on ep 6. I have (out loud) made the “you a baby quit cussing” joke like. Every single episode at least once. I have SO MUCH to talk about..
more in tags..like spoilers and stuff..
#disventure camp#spoilers..#i love love love lill. idk that much about her and it’s honestly kind of suspicious she’s not appreciated more like.#what did she do. did she do something malicious??? is that why I don’t ever see posts abt her??#also I have mixed feelings on fiore. Bc on one hand I love evil characters BUT. She got my girls (lill and ashley) out.#I miss them so much.#how dare you fiore. whyd you do that to them#also love the dynamic between gabby and Ellie. love them separately as well.#ellie only voting with fiore bc it gets her further in the game. real.#gabby having trouble trusting people on BOTH TEAMS#bc her first team voted her off and her second team betrayed her#also. love drew he shouldve been there longer. grett whyd you do that to him..#SPEAKING OF GRETT. she’s so complicated I have mixed feelings on her as well. Bc on one hand.#She’s very manipulative and is so so rude to gabby but on the other hand#It’s clear that she doesn’t get much attention prior to the show and she likely wants to win the million to finally impress her mother#also I’m not kidding when I say the bond between miriam and Jake in ep 5 made me cry. I was in SHOCK. how could u do this to me..#Also found it really funny how in ep 5 all of them got devastating phone calls and Dan was just standing there like “:)”#There’s not a thought in that head. There’s not a brain behind those eyes.
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I get alone with my thoughts for one second and then my brain goes to the VN love interest route I beat yesterday and I go, "jesus fucking christ what the fuck."
#ramblings#it's honestly funny at how shocking it was to me??? i just did not see that happening#i legitimately said out loud as i was playing it and he was having a rough time that he should kill himself to forever change the directory#of people's lives. and then i moved on because OF COURSE that wasn't going to happen. it was funny to me but the game wouldn't do that#but then he had a mental breakdown and kidnapped someone and tried to kill himself and I??????????????? I still cannot process it? what the#spoilers for an otome game route i guess#not giving any details in case you don't wanna know but i have to say#WHAT THE HELL the fuck what? hello? get therapy? hello? how did that lead to a good end where nothing else was confronted? hello? are you o#li: i'll kill myself if you don't love me. mc: +10000 affection#GIRL STOP you both need to go to therapy what the fuck LMAOOOO what did I play and why did it go that way with no warning??? or maybe i was#warned but i automatically told myself no way i was reading too much into it and they'd never BUT THEY DID WHAT WHAT HELLO WHAT??#my friends got me screaming through out the entire thing in group chat#the change from LMAO he should he deserves to fuck up people's lives to Hahah. Ha? He is??? LMAO??? WHAT HELLO?#i think it was extra jarring because the other love interests pissed me off at least once very bad on their routes but this guy cried early#on and opened up and i was like huh. vulnerability. i like that. and he kept on not making me mad and i was like good for him i hope he wor#s through his issues. the same with the mc. BUT THEY DIDN'T. THEY JUST HAVE THIS VERY UNHEALTHY CODEPENDENCY THAT I THOUGHT THE MC WAS WORK#ON FIXING BUT NOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOO ARGH AAAAAAAHHHH LMAO WHAT THE FUCK#the true route i unlocked fixed some things but they're all still fucked up. i guess they're my blorbo friends now#okay i need this to get out of my system send help
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me when theres fucking TRANS AND QUEER REP IN A SHOW MY MOM WATCHES
#my mom recommended the show to me and i didnt know there was gonna be QUEER REP WOOHOO#guys you didnt know how excited i got when there was a trans character in one episode#AND ONE OF THE SIDE CHARACTERS IS TRANSMASC#AND !!!!!! ONE OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS IS GAY !!! HOORAY its almost crazy to think MY MOM likes the show#but then again i think she doesnt fucking care about queer rep and she cares about the medical drama part because she likes those shows#the shows called new amsterdam btw if anybody cares#theres like 5 fucking seasons#i actually dont really like the main character mainly for no reason#whatever#i dont really watch medical shows like dramas#the only reason why im watching NA is because ONE medical stuff is interesting (autism) and TWO i like making commentary over the show#i dont really have a fav character#but HONESTLY its so funny to just use my guitar and pull on the string that makes the lowest sound when something shocking happens#“you have a week to live” 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥#MY FINGER ENDS UP HURTING FROM DOING THAT BUT ITS SO FUNNY#closet rambles again on tumblr
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so many lesbians seem to dislike Gale is it bc his romance early on was glitched and he was laying it on way too thick lmao
#quenthel special#its very funny to me#im still shocked by how much i like him honestly... i did not give a single shit when i saw him at first#first pt he was just in camp nonstop too... my buddy and i just fed him magic items and he STILL made a move on his character so like#yeah i get it#also so many of my friends did a 180 on him when we saw more of his deal#still stuff like this perhaps could be avoided (i mean romance misfires etc ruining how ppl see characters) if you could pick#your characters sexuality at cc... society if we get that lol
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the fact that soooo much of gravity falls is the creators tripping into storylines that actually make sense is SO funny.
like they literally just went oh god we have to give grunkle stan an actual secret behind the vending machine huh? well what if he had a portal that'd be kinda neat
and somehow that turned into "grunkle stan has an interdimensional portal under the mystery shack that's also a doomsday device his twin brother, who's a supergenius, built on the directions of the top hat wearing triangle we drew as just some creepy guy for Vibes but is now of vital importance. also the twin is a sci fi anti hero in the multiverse now we've decided."
#☢️.txt#honestly it shocks me how much of this show seems to have just been them walking into a plot line and realizing it actually worked#like all they had initially was that stan would have a long lost twin brother#im not actually sure if they knew stans twin was going to be the author or if they made that choice later#i FEEL like it was probably an early decision to have ford be the author#simply bc we see him living in the shack fairly early on#but like. bill also feels like a much more deliberate decision than he actually was skdhwkkajejdkd#but the fact that ford being an interdimensional sci fi badass was apparently a last minute choice they had to make after#throwing the portal in at the end of s1#is SO funny. i want to know what they originally thought stans twin was doing
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#;ooc#ooc#/I SEE THESE ON DASH AND THEY LOOK FUNNY#/not adding ritsu and hakuno bc i cant add a lot of points rip#/spiritually they join ur adventure okok#/PERSONALLY- at first i was like; ok if im going on an adventure then ody or jason would be the most fitting#then i quickly remember ody's journey being a disaster and same with jason ☠️#HONESTLY- THEY ARE ALL A DISASTER IN SOME WAY-#and i cant go by love alone bc i love all of them#TOO MUCH I CANT PICK!!!#there are too many variables to think about-#but if i went with Constantine it would be like a fairy tail bc he has a horse 😳👉👈#but tezca has his -insert model- car with fake jaguar print seats-#and c.amazotz has his fuzzy arms if its cold 🤧🤧🤧#ody has his huge giganormous badoonkazoonkeroongas so u have a pillow there#j.ason has the argo at least- he had to have a positive ok#what if with ash u just get on his weapon and go rolling down somewhere like some huge hamster-#v.lad might not have any means of transportation but- he is so 😳😳😳 that it doesnt matter; i would go walki n g#with Charlie we are gonna get sidetracked; he'll get shocked by something and his attention goes 🏃💨#d.aybit would make a bonfire something tells me he knows how to do camping#like;; he would pull the most random skills and ur like; why does this dude know thissss#the good side of joining mocte: he has these huge guns and warriors around so protection wise ur good#bad side: if u happen to find any comfortable place; ur sleepong outside#hes getting the best of the best; the spare things go to u (maybe; hopefully)
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To everyone in the comments begging for a fic about this: PLEASE go read Heart of Gold with Blood-Red Eyes!!! It’s by this artist and features Shadow in a similar dynamic with Fleetway Super Sonic, and it is fantastic.
#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#sonadow#NOW THEN IT IS TIME FOR MY REGULARLY SCHEDULED ‘LOSING MY DAMN MIND OVER YOUR ART’ SESSION#i want to start off by saying that you’ve done such an amazing job with the background!!#the color scheme is just wonderful—and those spiderwebs on the wall are INCREDIBLY GOOD#(said as someone who has tried and failed to draw spiderwebs before LOL)#it’s funny to see charmy (as a superhero) and vector (as a pirate) just absolutely raiding the snack table…#they WOULD do that wouldn’t they XD#tails also looks so cute and small!! i don’t know why just his genuine smile is very sweet#AND YO KNIGHT BLAZE!!!! SHE LOOKS ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS#amy’s witch dress looks lovely too you’ve rendered her full skirt so nicely#and it just brings me joy to see both omega and silver seeming genuinely invested in their conversation#NOW THEN! the main duo…how do you draw the backs of their quills so well…i’ve heard that’s a difficult angle to do but this looks perfect#also i cannot believe that you’ve managed to give sonic three unique expressions and yet also show that undercurrent of smugness#that he has throughout the conversation leading up to the twist#and i know i yelled about shadow’s outfit in the vampire art you did early in october#but aughhhhh i LOVE his bat wing eye markings they just suit him so so well#honestly the vampire look in general does look fantastic on him#which is exactly what’s so helpful for sonic with those blood-red eyes in the last panel…#AND THEN THE ENDING ART. GRHRHRHRHRH GRAAHAHHHHHH RAAHHHHH I LOVE IT!!!!!!#WAIT I JUST NOTICED. ARE HIS BACK QUILLS TURNING INTO WINGS????? THAT’S SOOOO COOL#plus the fact that sonic still has his cape and shadow doesn’t really turns the tables—because as much as shadow may seem like a vampire#when sonic’s in motion like this cape and everything? he looks every bit the vampire he is#but i also very much enjoy the fact that he looks like a silhouette against shadow showing how everything’s fading into the background#EXCEPT for the bite. which is of course in the same neon green as the shock markings#and in general the posing of this and the way everything’s so off balance just looks absolutely fantastic#actually um. orion if you’re still here…i know i have so many other things to write but would you be interested in a tiny fic of this?#it wouldn’t be anything big and it’d just be stuff we’ve chatted about—but seeing all the eager people in the notes just…#…makes me want to do something. no worries if not though! anyhow this piece is fabulous and i am officially out of tags XD
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dni if you support relationships between vampires and the vampire they sired. i am so serious, i dont care what your justification is, that is an unforgivable power imbalance. its almost as bad as vampire human relationships (and if you support that i hope you get a splinter in the heart)
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op what the fuck is your problem? more maggots in your brain than usual? go out into the real underworld and touch some graveyard dirt. i know at least 7 vampires who are in happy healthy relationships with the vampire who sired them. me included! this may shock you but we started dating when i was human and she was a vamp!
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i hate to tell you this but you're in a toxic relationship and i sincerely hope youre able to get out.
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HELLO???????
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i keep seeing people saying this shit and honestly i think it stems from the infantalization of humans. humans are capable of making decisions for themselves. do some vampires abuse their powers over humans? of course! but you cant assume that every single human vampire relationship (or sire and sired relationship for that matter) is some unhealthy power imbalance, especially when you dont even know them!!!
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i think op is forgetting that humans can be just as harmful to vampires as they can be to humans. dont tell me you completely just forgot about the existence of vampire slayers
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next thing you know op is gonna be saying that a hundred year age gap between fully fledged vampires is problematic
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it literally is. i dont care if you are a 1000 years old vampire, if your significant other is 100 years older than you they have more life experience than you. god you guys are stupid why dont you all step into a sunbeam
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hey guys i just went to ops account and their pinned post was about how they dont consider werewolves part of the monster community cuz theyre not undead. just block and move on it is NOT worth it
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isnt it funny how whenever theres some rancid discourse like this its always made by coffinscrews
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lamp has a case of tumblrina by proxy where they have never been on tumblr except they made a blog like once 7 years ago or smth and never touched it again. But because of me i think they could pass as a tumblrina
#bc im the yapper so i talk abt everything w lamp#so they pick up on a lot of the tumblr specific phrases and such.... and also know abt random niche tumblr drama i ranted to them abt like 3#years ago#they honestly sometimes remember more abt it than i do due to you know. so ill forget things and lamps like No you told me abt this 3 years#ago. i remember you telling me abt it#sidenote. genuinely life ending that ive been on tumblr for almost 8 years. i always forget if my og blog was 2016 or 2018#no. 2017. 16 or 17#bc i thinkk it was 16? ik i was Posting by march of 18 bc thats when Ughhhh#and ik i had a tumblr i lurked on for a year before i actually started being more active#by my quotev oomfie told me to get one. So i did and then i just followed like. an undertale blog and a. throws up a little bit in my mouth.#hetalia blog...#but i didnt post or anything for like a year so that would be most of 2016 some of 2017 and then by 2018 i had been posting. this is far as#i can reckon anyway. and then in february 2018 i met UGHHHHH AND UGHHHHHH AND UGHHHH AND JOINED UGHHHHHH AND UGHHHH and then my baby brother#was born :]#and then UGHHH AND UGHHH AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AND UGHHHHH AND UGHHHHH#its so funny to think abt how many things happened in 2018. i was under attack on all sides for reallll. but its okay that connor is so gone#anyways this isnt meant to be a whiny post just funny. local lamp SHOCKS waiter by ordering in perfect tumblrina
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#i was gonna be like “if i play a knights devotion again do u think ill cry. again.”#like im sure i will but also. one main story takes HOOUURRSSS#i dont got that in me anymore!! maybeif i started around like12 or 1 but i got smn to do at that time#im. honestly pretty shocked i got through all of amnesia on pc#bc otome on my bigass screen is EMBARRASSING AS HELL#like even w voltage otome. girl when they show a shirtless cg and they blow it up zoom in and everything#ive ALWAYS been like ????? and feel like either turning my phone down or skipping out of it bc WHY U GOTTA DO ALL THAT 💀#actually i also kinda. i know its otome but voltage always does the “insinuate they r doing the deed then cut off befote it happens”#but even that used to have me like erm.. anyway... looks away#LIKE I COULD NOT GET THROUGH A FEW MINS OF THE INTO AYATOS ROUTE IN DIABOLIK LOVERS BC GIRL SHUR UPPP#i couldnt even watch the anime properly either bc the nOISES and the WHY ARE U ALWAYS PINNING HER DOWN N SUCKING HER BLOOD#I CANT WATCH 😭😭 I CANT EVEN LISTEN GIRL STOPOOPPP I KNOWTHEYRRE VAMPIRES BUT THATS ENOUUUGGGHHHHHH#anyway. ive never been built for this 💀 fluff tho! i like fluff and fun times🥺💖#and the characters bantering between each other!!!!! luke and haku akd!!!!!!! shion also!!!! ken too sometiems!!! even gaia!!!!#everyones funny and lovable if u can banter w ur team!!!!! also v fun w llftx!!!! 10dwmd!!! the sleepless city thingy!!!#im sure all voltage games put that to use but grraaaaghjgjjgh thats how u make me like charas!!!!!!#speaking of. i cant rmr the last “recent” voltage game i tried like it was long ago..#kissed by the baddest bidder probably 💀 which isnt recent at all LMAOO#OH NONONO THERES THAT ONE. SIMILAR TO KBTBB... THOSE RICH DUDES.. MASQUERADE???#oh its legit called masquerade kiss 💀 fuckin weirdos (affectionate) but their stories were free at the time so 👍#ANYWYAY I LOST MY ORIGINAL POINT BYEEEEE#44597
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-_____- ive been wanting to wait until i have like much better insurance when my permanent position comes thru but i might just cave and make a dr's appointment for my. ongoing ear infection thats been on-and-off for like. years at this point
#its been worse the past few days and im like grrrrrrr#i might as well get a starting appointment with a new pcp. cause like i feel like they usually need to see you with a new patient appt#before you get into any like. actual problems you might have. and might want to like.. see a doctor for#which i understand on some level but thats kind of crazy to me#last time i went to a doctor for this ear thing he was shocked because he gave me 2 different steroids to treat it#and neither of them worked on my ear. he was like yuuuup thats still red and swollen on the inside. huh weird#and he gave me some eardrops for it which also didnt work#so im like what now. i USED to think it was due to the pressure from my sideways wisdom tooth pressing on that ear canal#and honestly getting them removed DID seem to help for awhile. and i was like ahh that fixed it ... but it came back like a year later#so now im like now what. i feel like i might need an ear specialist at this point#but i'll wait and see what a new doctor has to say about my ears and how we go about treating it i guess#the place i get obgyn at has pcps which is like a pretty good place.#i was looking for someone specifically trans knowledgeable but i might just cave and go there#cause i do trust that place with my health now#it MIGHT just be that my ear canals are shaped poorly which makes it like. condusive to getting infections#which like. well what do i do about that i guess. ummmmmm ....??#i could believe that cause parts of my body are shaped a lil funny due to like. my birth circumstances#i have bones doctors have hemmed and hawed over if they were broken like huh????#and they bascially were like wait ohhh you were born with bones shaped weird. lol#you cant really tell just from looking at my hands if i dont show you but my hands are shaped like curved outwards from one another#people think im doing a gross-out party trick when i show them and theyre like eww stooop but im like thats just my hands LOL
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I’m so sad
When I was younger and look Thai and is literally a walking roast chicken I used to draw myself wHITE and now that I don’t go outside like ever aside from work and idk hangouts witch is like once a week I am pastier than my wHITE friends but i just wanna draw myself tan cuz I was fucking tan but no I’m out here Casper, the fucking ghost, literally out whiting my white friends.
My point is that I wanna draw my self inserts tan but because I’m not it feels weird cuz I did that with my HI3 oc :/
#why am i the way that i am#it’s so weird that I’ve been in England for 10 years now and I’m still not over the culture shock#I just wanna go back to Thailand and just be silly there but ngl thailands a mess rn#can’t say shit either cuz English is a shit hole#no matter where I go I just don’t feel like I belong anywhere or included#I hate being queer mentally ill on the spectrum and half#there’s really no where I fit in ;-;#I’m not white enough to be white#I’m not Thai enough to be Thai#and I’m too fat to be Asian like girl what?#and then some ppl are saying I’m not autistic enough to be autistic#and the shit I get for being a lesbian also sucks ass#like omg I can fix you you just need good dick#like stfu woman can have dicks too asshat#I’m just tired ;-;#anyways at least I’m funny and hot and amazing#honestly ppl just just suck my dick#sorry for the rant probably gonna delete this#wait how tf did I end up ranting about myself when I was just trying to make a joke about me being whiter then my white friends#oooff
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